Monday 14 March 2011

Utk kamu yang amat ak sygi (hurt)

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today, ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this, ooh

Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you

Aku igt ak cukup kuat

yesterday, 13 march 2011...
aku igt ak cukup kuat utk lalui smua ni...rupenya..ak blm mampu lg...depan kamu ak pretend yg ak takde ape2..tp sebenarnya..ak rndukan kamu..ak sygkan kamu..ak nk peluk kamu macam dulu2.. kamu ibarat sebahagian dari dunia ak...kamu org yang paling ak sayang...sebenarnya ak tak mampu lg hidup tnpa ak...ak rase kamu tahu itu smua kan..

ak nk sentiasa ada disamping kamu...smlm rase cinta n rndu ak pada kamu makin ak tak mmpu tahan..ak harapkan masa ni berlalu dgn cpt...ak harap 1 ari nnti kamu hargai hadirnya diri ak dlm hidup kamu...ak sendiri tersiksa dgn perasaan ini...

maafkan ak klu selama ini ak salahkan kamu kerana mengecewakan ak...sebenarnya ak lakukan smua itu agar ak mmpu bgtau diri ak yg kamu bersalah..tp sebenarnya kamu tak salah...maafkan ak kerana cuba membenci kamu...tp percayalah..sekuat mane pn ak cube membenci kamu, ak takkan pernah mampu..walaupun sekecil zarah...makin ak sayang n cinta kan kamu adelah...ak cube lari dari perasaan yg menghantui ak skrg ni...makin ak cube lari..makin perasaan tue dkt..

ak nk bgtau kamu yang selama ni kasih sayang ak pada kamu tak pnh sekali pn hilang walaupn sedikit...selalu ak rase ak nk call kamu..nk dgr suara kamu..kerana ak rndu suara kamu melayan segala karenah ak...dear...kesabaran kamu amat2 ak hargai...ego ke ak klu ak smpan segala kata2 syg yg ak ade ni...ak segan...ak malu nk bgtau kamu yg ak betul2 syg dgn kamu.

anta byk2 cinta yg pernah ak lalui..kamula cinta yg plg berharga skali..n paling ak syg...kamu bagaikan segala2nya bagi ak...segalanya2...hilang kamu...bererti hilang seluruh jiwa ak..kosong..tak ade rase yg tggal...

maafkn ak syg...ak sayang kamu lg...

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